more so
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yesterday ended well, despite all the turmoil of the day. getting into arguments, feeling generally pissed off and not feeling like doing anything generally described the morning and afternoon. i really need to stop talking and start doing my work. and yet i dont want to.
inspire 08 was entertaining, albeit not so inspiring. although there is a certain measure of inspiration that one can gleam from watching pro guitarists soloing on stage. and if i were a dancer, id be so totally inspired by that breaker. he was totally awesome.
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i almost lost my retainers yesterday. after supper at mcdonalds, i walked off leaving my retainer (wrapped in tissue) on the tray. and only realised that it was missing when i reached home and walked into my room, thinking to wash them and wear them. so it was a drive back to mcdonalds, which would have been utterly useless had my mother not called the manager and told him about the retainers. so, being the admirably awesome man he is, he stopped the people from dumping the rubbish and found my retainers for me. now thats what i call awesome.
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as much as i wish i didnt find a need to be sociable, especially in the current environment, i thank God for friends. i realised that i should stop trying just to fit in, and start appreciating what i have. for all their shortcomings, people are still people, and some more human than others. and hearts are for loving, after all.
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exalt His name
