dystopia

disturbia

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why is it so hard to know if what youre doing is the right way to do it. when everything gets so complicated that you have no idea if you should even do anything at all. when sometimes you just dont want to think about it.

maybe we’ll just wait. and time will tell

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it’s back to school. lets hope the rest of the year goes better than today. not that today was a bad day. just not as totally awesome as i’d hoped for. although maybe the partial sianness of school was offset by meeting weichang and laughing at him over recess. and having dinner with ellius and louis. 

<3 friends.

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if we tried

anticipate

the blues

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its the start of another year. with new challenges. new problems. new joys. new attractions. new distractions. and just maybe, a new me. looking back at the year that has just ended, im really thankful for all the things that have happened to me. admittedly, it hasnt been a bump-free ride. yet somehow i get the feeling that ive been generally happy this year, which im pretty sure wasnt the case the year before. ive learnt a lot, felt a lot, and experienced a lot. i guess im just a bit closer to finding that balance between work and play, although i sure cant play comp everyday during the ib exams like i did this eoys. still, its a learning experiences, and im grateful for every single one of my friends and teachers, especially those who fit in both categories. im sorry for all the friendships i wasted or let down, and the people i may have offended (un)intentionally. 

so. 2009, here we come. hopefully we all have a great time, and maybe, itll be even better than 2008.

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ogl camp was interesting. at least the games were NEW, although somewhat WEIRD. and despite the fact that i didnt get to make friends with my ogl partner, im sure we’ll get along fine. its just too bad we start school a whole month before orientation, which is going to mess with my holiday/schoolterm mood. 

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sometimes it sucks to not know what you really want. and what youre willing to do for it. but still, given some time, we all figure it out. i hope.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

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if you’d let me