wishful

hoping

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the evangelistic concert thingy was a timely reminder. with such reason for the season, what cause do i have to be unhappy or dissatisfied? is it not enough to have what we have. the freedom, the time, the health, the friends, the material possessions. and yet we can’t help but want more. after all, why stop at this when you can have so much more. more friends. more possessions. more love. oh to realise how rich we all already are.

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my tok essay is not moving. i had better get it done by tomorrow. so that christmas can be a work free one.

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this month has been a rather special one. lots of new lessons. lots of changes. lots of realisations. not all for the better, but i guess its all part of learning. now all that’s left to do is remember what ive learnt. and then maybe, just maybe, next year will be an even better time than this year.

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smiling helps a lot. no matter how illogical it may seem to you. to smile is to feel happier. so try it some time, wont you. 

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group outing was fun. SALTEZERS FTW. admittedly, it isnt quite the same when 7 of the 10 other people you go out with couldnt possibly be considered to be part of your age group. still, new experiences are interesting all the time. not to mention, twilight was a rather nice show. it could be that my expectations had been lowered by all the lousy reviews and bad impressions friends had. or maybe its because i never read the book. either way, as fantastical as it is, i enjoyed it. that’s what we all really want, after all, deep down inside. superpowers. love. adventure. ah yes. fun stuff.

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i love the whole world

if only things were that simple

way

it is saturday.

the day when we all stay at home and waste time. as for me, i woke up late, ate breakfast, then watched anime. then ate lunch while watching house, had guitar lesson and then watched more anime. then i played N3, wasting 45 minutes on one stupid mission, only to get a B rank at the end. i have to figure out how to keep more of my guards alive. then, it was time for dinner, slacking, reading comics and now wasting my time on the internet.

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i was just trying to read about Gurren Lagann, since the 9 episodes ive watched so far have turned out rather weird. i mean like, stealing the enemy’s base? having a mech that vomits power? right. and in my travels through cyberspace, i chanced upon this blog. it proved to be really interesting, especially when the author talks about Singapore. naturally, being an anime blog, it touches on ODEX and japanese. the first post is entitled: singapore speaks english. oh you dont say! i never knew that, you know, being in china and all that stuff. i have the impression that he thinks we are communist or something. wonderfully socialist, maybe. which reminds me of the comic i just read the other day, almost a month after buying it in australia. Superman: Red Son. what the world would be like if Superman had crash landed in Soviet Russia during the Cold War. rendering the USSR owners of a greater weapon than any nuclear bomb, changing the power balances.

and so, what if the USSR had won the cold war? would we all be staunchly communist? looking down upon capitalist regimes with their idealistic democratic ideals? but then again, i doubt that the scenarios would be cleanly divided into what we have now and a communist world. somewhere along the line, things would likely to be muddled up. and if human persistence is any good, we would probably end up with a world that is mostly the same as it is in our universe. ah the wonders of life.

http://ani-nouto.animeblogger.net/2007/11/10/singapore-speaks-english/

http://ani-nouto.animeblogger.net/2007/08/21/tj-goes-hardcore-very/

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on a different note, my phone hung on me today and i just realised it. so the reason why i didnt get any of the messages sent to me since the afternoon is because somethings up with the background processes. and supposedly there isnt enough memory to even run messaging, although i have a strange feeling that its the messaging program thats hanging the phone. either way, i just pressed some random buttons and now its working fine.

i need to decide on whether to go for cyc. give me a sign.

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ive been thinking about you

dreaming about you

i cant get you out of my mind

im addicted

to you

to everything you do

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and what happens now?