hoping
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the evangelistic concert thingy was a timely reminder. with such reason for the season, what cause do i have to be unhappy or dissatisfied? is it not enough to have what we have. the freedom, the time, the health, the friends, the material possessions. and yet we can’t help but want more. after all, why stop at this when you can have so much more. more friends. more possessions. more love. oh to realise how rich we all already are.
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my tok essay is not moving. i had better get it done by tomorrow. so that christmas can be a work free one.
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this month has been a rather special one. lots of new lessons. lots of changes. lots of realisations. not all for the better, but i guess its all part of learning. now all that’s left to do is remember what ive learnt. and then maybe, just maybe, next year will be an even better time than this year.
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smiling helps a lot. no matter how illogical it may seem to you. to smile is to feel happier. so try it some time, wont you.
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group outing was fun. SALTEZERS FTW. admittedly, it isnt quite the same when 7 of the 10 other people you go out with couldnt possibly be considered to be part of your age group. still, new experiences are interesting all the time. not to mention, twilight was a rather nice show. it could be that my expectations had been lowered by all the lousy reviews and bad impressions friends had. or maybe its because i never read the book. either way, as fantastical as it is, i enjoyed it. that’s what we all really want, after all, deep down inside. superpowers. love. adventure. ah yes. fun stuff.
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i love the whole world
if only things were that simple